The Beating...

The speeding feet in the pounding rain. The perpetual beat of a heart. Pounding blood. There is a cave in my heart.
Stepping out of the rain, into the shadows, the noise transitions from the wash of the cloudburst to the flow of your anxious blood. Then to the pounding of your heart. It's so loud. Terrifying, yet trusted.
The roar is overwhelmed by the beating. The beating of dark membranes. You have disturbed them. You are enveloped by their plethora of leather-silk wings.
Neither bird nor beast, the ostracized. Bats. After they have settled, you see the moonlight reflected in two tapetums. The truth in those eyes, is it familiar to you? Or should you be frightened? How many lives has this creature lived?
Come in, friend. Step closer, enemy. You were washed by the rain, rinsed by the darkness, dried by the wings, and clothed. By a purpose.
Am I a panther? Am I the dusk?

THE PLAN for Labels

CHARACTERS are influential people in my tales.
BROWN is tales from a span of ages.
WHITE is tales from age 0-7.
RED is tales from age 8-14.
ORANGE is tales from age 14-21.
YELLOW is tales from age 22-28.
GREEN is tales from age 29-35.
BLUE is tales from age 36-42.
INDIGO is tales from age 43-49.
PURPLE is tales from age 50-56.
BLACK is tales from age 57-63.
Grey is an insight into how these tales may be affecting me.

Labels

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Aquila

My sister. Between us and our mother, we are the last of the Mohicans. We are the only people who understand each other, who we can communicate with without words and with words be unfettered.

We are of different fathers, but make no mistake: there's nothing half about our bond. We were all each other had growing up.

She was given up for adoption to our grandparents when she was just two. I never gave in--I refused to let them adopt me. I often wonder if she would be less like my mother and like her more if she had been dragged around by mom like I had. She still holds a grudge: she believes mom loved me more, hence I wasn't left behind.

She's a professional chef in Arizona, living with her two sons beneath themselves in her ex-husband's parents' house. Grrrr.

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