The Beating...

The speeding feet in the pounding rain. The perpetual beat of a heart. Pounding blood. There is a cave in my heart.
Stepping out of the rain, into the shadows, the noise transitions from the wash of the cloudburst to the flow of your anxious blood. Then to the pounding of your heart. It's so loud. Terrifying, yet trusted.
The roar is overwhelmed by the beating. The beating of dark membranes. You have disturbed them. You are enveloped by their plethora of leather-silk wings.
Neither bird nor beast, the ostracized. Bats. After they have settled, you see the moonlight reflected in two tapetums. The truth in those eyes, is it familiar to you? Or should you be frightened? How many lives has this creature lived?
Come in, friend. Step closer, enemy. You were washed by the rain, rinsed by the darkness, dried by the wings, and clothed. By a purpose.
Am I a panther? Am I the dusk?

THE PLAN for Labels

CHARACTERS are influential people in my tales.
BROWN is tales from a span of ages.
WHITE is tales from age 0-7.
RED is tales from age 8-14.
ORANGE is tales from age 14-21.
YELLOW is tales from age 22-28.
GREEN is tales from age 29-35.
BLUE is tales from age 36-42.
INDIGO is tales from age 43-49.
PURPLE is tales from age 50-56.
BLACK is tales from age 57-63.
Grey is an insight into how these tales may be affecting me.

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Friday, August 1, 2008

Criminal

I mentioned in one of my comments recently about an incident in which my mom ran over my grandmother while kidnapping my sister. Hell, why hadn't I written this story yet?

I don't recall our ages, we were young, but I'm sure it was my grandparents' house where it occurred. My sister was not too keen on the idea as I recall, deceptive was my grandmother, but my mother had her join us all the same. there was all the screaming, crying, and chaos one would expect at such an event-- and that was before the urn fell off the mantle, as I like to say.

I think my mom also stole my grandparents GM Caballero, which we made our getaway in. Basically just a whitebread version of an El Camino. Not sure if I sat in the middle or my sister, reason dictates we woulda plopped her between us to keep her from bolting. As my mom threw the car into reverse and peeled out,my grandmother came leering down the walkway, lunging for the car and grasping the passenger side-mirror. My mom didn't stop.

My grandmother told the cops she had been "run over". Actually, she was dragged. No contact with tires, plenty of contact with asphalt. I'm not sure why it occurred, if charges were pressed, or how long a stint my mom did for it. As I said, we were quite young, my sister and I.

Too bad she didn't get run over. But then, I might have been stuck in foster care for much longer. Might have made me a safer, saner individual. Then again, it might have added sexual abuse to the list of things I've had to endure.

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