The Beating...

The speeding feet in the pounding rain. The perpetual beat of a heart. Pounding blood. There is a cave in my heart.
Stepping out of the rain, into the shadows, the noise transitions from the wash of the cloudburst to the flow of your anxious blood. Then to the pounding of your heart. It's so loud. Terrifying, yet trusted.
The roar is overwhelmed by the beating. The beating of dark membranes. You have disturbed them. You are enveloped by their plethora of leather-silk wings.
Neither bird nor beast, the ostracized. Bats. After they have settled, you see the moonlight reflected in two tapetums. The truth in those eyes, is it familiar to you? Or should you be frightened? How many lives has this creature lived?
Come in, friend. Step closer, enemy. You were washed by the rain, rinsed by the darkness, dried by the wings, and clothed. By a purpose.
Am I a panther? Am I the dusk?

THE PLAN for Labels

CHARACTERS are influential people in my tales.
BROWN is tales from a span of ages.
WHITE is tales from age 0-7.
RED is tales from age 8-14.
ORANGE is tales from age 14-21.
YELLOW is tales from age 22-28.
GREEN is tales from age 29-35.
BLUE is tales from age 36-42.
INDIGO is tales from age 43-49.
PURPLE is tales from age 50-56.
BLACK is tales from age 57-63.
Grey is an insight into how these tales may be affecting me.

Labels

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Ranger



Ranger was my first pet. I got him around my sixth birthday, I believe. He was a full-blood American Staffordshire terrier. A pit-bull. A GREAT dog.


He was more tan than white, but to describe him, I'd say he was white with a tan vest and tan cowl. His paws, neck, and tip of his tail were white. There was a small tan island on the back of his neck.


Later in life, he had a bald spot in the middle of his tail from wagging it against furniture and such. He was most polite, always being ever so careful when stepping around our toys as we played. Hiding under his end table when someone would say: "Pew!" Poor guy, he was prone to flatulence!


I wasn't with him when he died, despite being inseparable from his side during his sickness. He died of liver failure, from too many table scraps. My sister woke me to tell me he had died at the foot of her bed. It makes sense. He probably wanted to protect her right to the end. And me; he probably didn't want me to suffer through it by his side; thus, he timed it carefully.


I wrapped him in a sheet and carried his still-warm, heavy body outside. My sister and I spent nearly two hours digging through the clay with pick axes to bury him. We ereccted a cross from lumber I nailed together and painted white.


He was replaced by my grandmother, less than tow weeks later, by Nina.


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